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Welcome back! 😳😅

 Well, it’s been 6! years since my (very emotional) last post. Truth is…. my life hasn’t changed THAT much. I have a few college degrees, I have a car, and I’ve gone  through years (and years) of therapy. Am I’m pouting in my room right now because Someone else messed up my Friendsgiving by overcooking my turkey, My dad died last year, and I found this old blog. ;(  Anyways! Introductions: My name is Alex, I use They pronouns, and Im a preschool teacher. 
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Confessions to your "Rapest's" (soon to be ex-)Wife and his Sister

Well tonight, I was sitting at my best childhood friends house. I was feeling really brave, so I told my best childhood friend (BCF) and her brothers' (soon to be ex-)wife that my BCF's brother "raped" me. Here's the story: My BCF, her brother, and I have known each other since I was about 1. When I was 5-6 and he was 10-11,  French kissed me in their houses hallway, told me he loved me, and told me to visit him when everyone went to sleep. That was the first encounter I remember. He told me to give him a hand and blow job. I remember one time in particular when we were playing hide and seek at my BCF's grandmas house and he made me give him a blow job and held my head down on him while he peed in my mouth and gagged me with it. I said that I was going to tell our parents about us. He replied that he would tell them I asked for it and it was my fault, so I didn't tell anyone. These escapades went on until I was 8, when I was eight I asked him to "s...
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Who am I

Who am I? I'm not completely sure. Others tell me that I am "a good person", that I am "so brave", and that I'm "very pretty". I don't believe them though. I am definitely not perfect (no one is trying to tell me that). I just don't think that I see myself as clearly as others do. The Facts: I don't wear makeup. I am overweight. I was born a female. I have been diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses. The Feelings: I feel like I don't want to have a gender. I feel like I don't have sexual attraction. I feel like I'm not good looking. I feel like I'm crazy.
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Welcome

Hello... My name is Alex. Some would say that I am a very "interesting" person. In this blog I will be trying to explain everything about myself. I honestly just need somewhere to hash out my feelings for myself and others. At this point my mom knows pretty much everything about my life. It's somewhat uncomfortable, but also very liberating. I am really trying to just be myself and tell others that don't like it to "piss off". ;)
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